Suddenly I See

UUUUGGGGLLLYYY

Ugh, I feel so ugly fat and gross. I wish I didn’t have such crappy self confidence. Where do people even get such great self confidence from? There are some really gross looking people that have sooo much confidence. There should be a self confidence store where you can go buy it :/ Doesn’t help that for like the first time ever I made the first move and the guy I’m kind interested in doesn’t even reply. Fuuuuuuuuuuuck :( thought he was one of the nice ones…

Who I want to be

• Someone who treats their body with respect
• Someone who is environmentally friendly
• Someone who is knowledgeable about the world
• Someone who is well travelled and well read
• Someone who notices and appreciates the small things in life
• Someone who takes the time to understand someone else’s point of view
• Someone who is impervious to insults and negative energy 
• Someone who has a basic understanding of the major religions
• Someone who does what pleases them, instead of caring what everyone else thinks
• Someone who has made a significant impact on a global issue 
• Someone with interesting hobbies and interests
• Someone who is comfortable communicating with people from all walks of life
• Someone who can admit mistakes and take criticism
• Someone who isn’t too cynical but isn’t naive either
• Someone who can handle being poor and handle being rich 
• Someone who has loved someone else with all their heart
• Someone who stays strong even when nothing is going right